personal

my  mom thinking that Iam schizophhrenic

she gets me pills (that is main ) and shouted you shall be die on the diabetis
thereis two possibilities
G-d give\s me woman's body because  with  the man's Iam
live with stigma by society

they doesnot study enough the religioun to  understand this
I need to execute full obidience  of this mom
Iam ready to die

or the G-d of jes making me woman and save my health in addition
to the written  and put me in the protected spcae  where she cannot give me the meat that will caused the rival in the boat once again

i tried to findd the position   but failed
so iam parazint and slave
i need to be the opposite
this is point to think
if you can pray and ask -pray and ask
to get me from the condition of health